I guess it's time for a master list ...
Here, you can find the fan fiction I've posted so far. The stories are listed by fandom and in chronological order.

( Brothers & Sisters and Brothers & Sisters RPS )

( Leverage )

( Firefly )

( Supernatural and Supernatural RPS )

( Merlin )

( Rome )

( Numb3rs )

( Grey's Anatomy )

( Titus )

( Very Annie Mary )

Title: Je n'ai pas connu d'autres garçons que toi (si j'en ai connu, je ne m'en souviens pas)
Author: Merle
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairing: Kevin/Danny
Word Count: 1470
Spoilers: For 1.05 “Date Night”
Disclaimer: Kevin, Danny and the Walkers belong to ABC; the title is a quote from the song “Mon amour, mon ami” by André Popp and Edmond Bacri.
Warnings: (Explicit) sex of the male/male kind (duh!), cross-dressing.
Summary: Kevin's 18th birthday turns out a bit different than expected.
A/N: Some Kevin birthday fic, since it's Matthew Rhys' birthday today! This was inspired by something Kevin said in season 1 when he was talking to Scotty about his coming out. I took some liberties with canon without actually ignoring it. For the translation of the French sentences see below, at the end of the fic. This is for semisweetsoul, because she's such a lovely girl and a good friend. I got to warn you, though: This might be the porniest thing I've ever written.

Link to my other B&S fanfic is here


( It’s seven pm on his birthday, and Kevin is ready to admit that birthdays suck.  )

Title: The gift of grief, the souvenir of pain
Author: Merle
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Word Count: 2040
Spoilers: None that I'm aware of, but just to be sure: for the first and second season.
Disclaimer: Merlin belongs to BBC. The title is a line from Robert Nathan's poem Beauty is Ever to the Lonely Mind
Warnings: Angst, mention of violence, relationship of the male/male kind
Summary: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
A/N: This was written for kinkme_merlin meme. The prompt was Arthur is disfigured and Merlin has to convince him (A) that he (M) still loves him (A). Please comment! Feedback is appreciated.

( The first few days after he wakes, Arthur doesn’t ask for a mirror, and Merlin is grateful for the respite. )

Title: Loving Eliot. Or: Love story in five (country) rock songs
Author: Merle
Rating: R
Characters/Pairing: Alec/Eliot
Word Count: 1890
Spoilers: Hardly anything worth mentioning
Disclaimer: Leverage belongs to TNT and Devlin/Downey/Rogers.
Warnings: Sex, mention of violence
Summary: Love is not always easy.
A/N: This fic was written for dea_liberty's leveragexchange. It's for maerhys who asked, among other things, for “Hardison/Eliot with a side of Parker as their friend/colleague. hot schmoopy porn, snarking, sparring, kissing, cuddling, domestic scenes, jealous!Eliot, Hardison and Eliot hanging out, learning skills from one another.” maerhys, it might not be exactly what you asked for, but I hope you like it anyway. Also, it's more than two months late, and I have an excuse, but I'm sure you don't want to hear it – so I just hope you can forgive me for the delay!

( Loving Eliot )

Well. I am back, at last. I know that I never used to talk a lot about my personal life in this journal, but in case anyone was wondering what happened to me during those last three months:

I met the man of my dreams. I was planning my emigration to the United States because that's where he lives. And then he broke up with me.

I'm still trying to pick up the pieces of myself that are shattered all over the floor. I'm trying to ease myself back into life. And into fandom.

It might take a while to really get back into things around here, because I missed so much: I actually missed the whole third season of Torchwood, and the beginning of the second season of Merlin, and all your amazing posts and the talk about new fandoms.

I'm going to start by finally finishing and posting my fic for the leveragexchange that someone has been waiting for for over two months.

And I'm looking forward to Brothers & Sisters.

semisweetsoul, thank you for your birthday wishes. romanticalgirl, thank you for your e-mails. I should warn you: I might still come to Seattle later this year.

I miss you guys.

So, thanks to the lovely, generous teh_gandu, I now have a Dreamwidth account. I've got the same username on DW and LJ, which means that I'm merle_p on DW as well. I'm not sure yet what exactly I'm going to do with the account - I'm still a bit wary of the idea of managing two journals, seeing as how I often barely find the time to read my LJ friendslist - still, I want to be prepared, just in case there's suddenly going to be an emigration of nations, and I plan to crosspost my entries from now on.

In this regard, I've got an offer, a request and a question for you:

1. Invitation codes: Now that I've got a DW account, I also have two invitation codes to give away. If you need/want one, just leave me a comment. (I'm going to be in Ireland for a few days, though, and don't know how often I'll get around to log in, so don't worry if I don't answer you immediately)

2. Friends: I really would like you guys to be my friends on Dreamwidth as well! Like I said, I'm merle_p on DW - just friend (subscribe? grant access?) me over there if you want to; or just comment on this post with your DW username so that I can find you there and ask you to friend me again!

3. Crossposting: I never bothered with crossposting before, and usually just linked posts to my journal. But if I'm going to post on both LJ and DW, I'm going to need a crossposting tool. So, any advice? I understand that DW has got a crossposting tool that allows me to crosspost my DW posts to LJ. But what if I want LJ to be my "base camp" and want to crosspost my LJ posts to DW? Is there a software you can recommend?

Title: He that never had sorrow of love, never had joy of it either
Author: Merle
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Word Count: 2515
Spoilers: None that I'm aware of, but just to be sure: for the first season.
Disclaimer: Merlin belongs to BBC. The title is a (translated) quote from the medieval romance Tristan by Gottfried von Strassburg.
Warnings: Futurefic, sex (not very explicit), some schmoop, and a tiny bit of angst
Summary: Sometimes, Merlin misses being Arthur’s manservant.
A/N: This was written for kinkme_merlin meme. The prompt was Arthur/Merlin, when Arthur is king he makes Merlin court magician and he gets a new manservant. The manservant has a crush on Arthur and Merlin gets jealous. He decides to stake his claim by leaving marks on Arthur's body as a way of warning the new manservant not to mess with what belongs to him. Please comment! Feedback is appreciated.

( It’s not that Merlin misses being Arthur’s manservant. )

Title: I beg your pardon, I never promised you a rose garden
Author: Merle
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairing: Kevin/Scotty, Nora/William, Bertha/Wally
Word Count: 3.270
Spoilers: Slight spoilers throughout the first three seasons
Disclaimer: Brothers & Sisters belong to ABC; the title quotes the song of the same title written by Joe South
Warnings: Nothing worth mentioning
Summary: Two mothers, two sons
A/N: This was written for lgbtfest. My prompt was Any fandom, any characters, The difficulties it causes for a relationship when one character's family of origin is supportive, and the other's is very much not. Please comment! Feedback is appreciated.

( I beg your pardon, I never promised you a rose garden )

Title: Lend me your ears, and I'll sing you a song
Author: Merle
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Word Count: 1.280
Spoilers: Tiny spoilers for 1.01, 1.07, 1.10
Disclaimer: Merlin belongs to BBC. The title is a line from the Beatles song With a little help from my friends.
Warnings: Modern AU. A bit of schmoop and a bit of angst. Sex (not very explicit), mention of (minor) character death
Summary: Arthur likes Merlin's ears.
A/N: This was written for kinkme_merlin meme. The prompt was Arthur really likes Merlin's ears!!. Feedback is appreciated. Very much so.

( The first time they meet, it’s on the playground, when Arthur abandons his half-finished sandcastle to crawl over and pull Merlin’s ear.  )

Title: Making your Bed in the Prison of your Mind
Author: Merle
Rating: R
Characters/Pairing: Nathan/Eliot
Word Count: 2.950
Spoilers: Tiny spoilers for the first season
Disclaimer: Leverage belongs to TNT and Devlin/Downey/Rogers.
Warnings: Some angst. Mention of sex, mention of violence.
Summary: There are a lot of reasons why coming out is a bad idea.
A/N: This was written for lgbtfest. My prompt was Any fandom, any characters, a character comes out at work after much struggle and soul-searching and scared-to-deathness and finds hirself accepted completely. Whoever requested this – I hope you like it. Please comment! Feedback is appreciated.

( It's different for Eliot, Nathan decides. )